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I feel ... out of it. It's like I'm daydreaming a lot... but I'm not. Just really spaced out. We're supposed to be moving out soon. I'm not sure I'm ready for that. I'm not sure I can leave my brother... && I'm not sure I can live with her boyfriend. I'm missing someone... That I'm not sure I should be missing? I had a chance with him and I passed it up. I'm confused as to who my real friends are.. I'm confused about a lot. I feel like I'm gonna explode! I wanna scream, run, cry, break down. I don't even know why exactly I'm feeling like this. but it sucks. I have so many feelings running through me... I dont even know what to do with them. Whats wrong with me?