August 13

I'm going to a public school... and although my mom wont just come out and say "I dont want you to go there" she's making it worse by saying things to make me feel.... bad about going. She's making it seem like I'm going to royally (sp?) screw up. But it only makes me want to go more... So that I can prove her and everyone else wrong. Everyone who thinks I'm gonna screw this up. Sometimes I think it'd be better if I lived by myself... But if that did happen I'd probably be thinking the opposite. Whatever. This sucks.